So today there's no work so accompanied mum and sis to buy her school uniform and glad that thing went back to normal between me and mum talking to her just feel great, so actually i got nothing to blog about but maybe there is, so i've been with bf for 9 months it's rather short, but to us it's so long, it's like meeting everyday and there's so many thing we have to share every time we meet and all those jokes we created they rock okay and it's all fresh in my memory and i just love him so much. Enduring and being so patient my stupid behaviour and i'm so glad that after all those hard times he spent on me, he stayed. After breaking his heart for million times, he still stayed. I'm rather one of the luckiest girl to get him as my bf cause guys like that are one in a million and i just love how we create inside jokes every day and by not meeting him can make me sad cause missing him suck i need him to be with me all the time but sadly cannot ha ha, couldn't forget how many freaking times i talked to guys, making him jealous making him cry making us fight til one day i told myself 'stop' i'm hurting him too much i don't wanna see him cry anymore so from then, i stopped talking to guys, instead he was the only guy i talked to cause there's only him in my heart chey ahhhaahah and yah to be honest, i depend on him and i trust him, friends may be like "ey u r only 14 don't trust a guy so much he might be using u i don't think he really likes u babe" but i know all the things he sacrificed for me is all sincere and he's been there when i needed someone, giving me all those advice and cheering me up with his lame but funny jokes and no one really knows how important he is to me i mean really i know i'm still young but he's the best even if there'll come a day when we have to let go of each other i just want him to remember that i'll always be in his heart and i'll stay there. I don't care if people coming saying "lol is he ur type of guy? i dun think so" i don't care ok i don't have any type of guy if i like him, i will have him. And Muhammad Haziq? He's mine, probably forever. Well i can't say but i'm praying we will last til eternity cuz yes i can live without him but without him is just so plain so i'd rather have him with me and i promise we'll face all those easy and hard times together ok love you xo