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Do you know what it feels like to be jealous? Yes that feeling sucks. It feels like you're not perfect enough it feels like you hate all the girls around you. Everybody said that jealousy is a sign that i just love, care, need him. Frankly yes why i feel jealous when other girls get to talk to you, laugh with you. I'm just your 'ex'. But please don't think that my feelings towards you just faded after the day we broke up. When i'm jealous, i feel really insecure about myself, i tend to think alot and put myself in a bad mood and cry. Jealousy means that i'm afraid to lose you, too. I feel that other people can make you happier, than i could. But please realize nobody will love you how i do. So think yourself lucky that after a few years after we broke up, my feelings towards you haven't been fading. And i kept this to myself throughout all those years. Now, it's all out. Who am i referring to? Look at the picture. The charming guy infront of me.

Camp started off so boring like hell. Everybody was restless. Instructors are like potatoes. First day was low elements. Walk here and there no teamwork. Then second day was quite okay the day we went dragon boating and sorts. I've overcome my fear of the water hek hek. The last day was high elements and campfire, indeed the best day during my camp. For the first time i managed to do abseiling. And completed rock climbing although i was afraid of height. The instructors were like awesome after a few days. Campfire, we were like so crazy dancing here and there to the fireworks song. Overall, the camp was worth my time. I enjoyed myself.
Danceworks was like the most fucking fun day. Walking to school at 5a.m. was awkward cause it was so dark and quiet. I woke up at 5 and bathed and left home at 5.30 then off to school. Was really nervous that i kept on hugging Myra's hand and punching Ijal's leg. At the stage, i really had fun. We conquered the stage for 3mins. Free swag won third and we'll be going to grand final. So practice starting real soon. And that same day i lost my phone, costumes, marie's earpiece and nisa's cap. Sway.