So basically our friendship has ended i mean yeah we're so childish. Friend, not friends, friends again then not friends. I'm sure you're tired of me. Yes thanks do you even know how it feels like? It seems like I'm the only person making in effort to build this friendship and you're over there with your "this is my last year in this school i don't wanna fight bla bla bla." But you're doing nothing to make our friendship stronger. Sometimes i just hope that you get out of this school as fast as possible. Sometimes, i really wish that you could stay longer in this school. I did all of this because i'm afraid that you will leave me all alone and actually it happened. Thanks to my friend who actually ate me i hope you him bestfriends soon? Yup if he's happy. I'm happy. I got my journal back just now. Miss Wany told us to do about "love" so i decided to do about you. I wrote everything about us but not your name. And in the end i asked for her opinion. "What should i do to make our friendship goes better like, the old us? No matter what i still love my bestfriend. Nothing can break us apart" and she actually replied "go and sit with him and talk about your friendship. Goodluck Diana! x"  But it doesnt help i guess. Something broke us apart and nothing can make us back together again. It's not that i'm not sad over this friendship. I am but i believe that i can be more happy without you. What's the use of you in my life when i'm always feeling sad and you're like "no i dont want entertain your sadness" palabutz ah you wanna entertain me when? Christmas? When you bored? So it's better you get out of my life, you made my life miserable. Now i'm cheering myself up and i hope you....................rot in hell gudbye xo.
Dear bestgirls,
Syahindah, Yaya if you guys wanna know, we looked so cool if we're happy. More crazy. I hate it when you guys are sad. You guys are born to be happy, problems do come and go but that doesn't mean you have to be sad all the time. You got someone you're fighting for. We will always promise to be there for each other all the time. Those advices were the one that actually motivated me not to give up. You see, giving other advices are so easy but so hard for you to follow it yourself right. Please don't be sad! Miracle happens you know. It's like no point you being sad when you knew that being sad won't solve the problem. Put that smile on your face it looks fucking good on you. Insyaallah, Allah will help us. Allah loves us. Never deny that. Stay positive and love one direction!! Fuck the world smile baby smile!
Love, Diana xo