Strange isn't it? People keep telling me that there's so many million guys in the world to replace you as my guy bestfriend but i don't know what's wrong with me that i'm so stubborn, i still want you, only you. You're my first guy bestfriend and most probably my last bestfriend. Will it be possible if we quit fighting and just be friends until when are we going to look at each other and look away? I still want to talk to you. Are you going to break your promise? Don't you feel guilty treating me this way i mean yea we fought it was all my fault but why can i forgive you whenever you make mistakes and you can't do the same please throw your ego aside. Just remember this, waiting really sucks what if you were in my shoes you would hate that feeling. And no matter how angry i am towards you, how long we didnt talk, how pissed off i am when i see you, i'll never give up on you not even alittle feelings of mine towards you will fade. But it sucks being happy with you for a moment then sadness comes and strikes it's not funny and maintain don't need reply my text when i texted you to motivate you haha i feel so unappreciated ha just disappointing myself, every day every minute every second of my life. Thanks for making me feel this way.
Today i went singapore expo with classmates was so boring copied all the answers there. On our back home i sat with Syahindah she let me use her earpiece to listen to song. I was listening to songs then suddenly ombak rindu............i was sleeping but when the song played i actually woke up and i was like WHY but stupidly i didn't skip that song instead i listen to it. And it was on replay! Replayed it for 4times as i was feeling really down then we reached school Syahindah woke me up, i looked at her and she was like "you cried? why is your eyes teary? Your cheeks are wet" i immediately wipe my tears and went down the bus and head to mac to eat and my eyes hurt for crying so much.