Nurrlynia Diana, 14.

Nurrlynia Diana
Some girls actually believe they're ugly. Some of them actually aren’t fishing for compliments, you know. There are people out there who genuinely believe they’re not beautiful in anyway, because that’s just how low their self esteem is. 
I want you to make me like a special gal to you. Like you proof to everybody that i'm yours, nobody else. I will never ever give up on you. I will try my best for you. I want us to be there for each other. I want us to be happy. I want to be the reason why you smile. I want to appear in your dreams. I want us, forever cause i get tired losing people i love in my life already. I get tired getting hurt and people taking advantage of me. I want you to be different. I want you to proof to me that you can be better than the other guys. I want to do everything together with you. I want surprises. I want to cuddle with you, i want you to make me feel secure around you. I want to be called beautiful Not that i want attention but that makes a girl feel that they're beautiful. Please don't leave like how others did. Please stay, with me. Don't give up on me cuz i won't. We'll figure everything out together, i want you, me forever? And the most important thing is that, i want you. No nobody else i only want you. 
Hi school has reopens and life suck right. So this week has been busy with dance dance dance dance joget joget joget menari menari menari. And the warm up is really torturing i think I've grown muscle and my body is really aching. Dance works soon!! Tuesday's practice was fun, i really liked the way Ms Kate teach us the dance. I can actually get it. So every day i meet Iqal. Every day i see his face every day i talk to him............. jelak nye hahahaha okay i'm just kidding. He's the only guy i can talk to right now right now. Go to school with him, go home with him. But today i went home alone :') tak guna betol hahaha!!! -_-" So things getting better day by day. Bestfriend's at camp and i have no one to talk to. So an embarrassing moment in class. I embarrassed myself every.single.time. I seemed to be so tired today. I promised myself not to sleep in class, but i actually did. Slept during english geography science lesson what the hell. And i had to sit in front of the class during math class for not doing homework. During science lesson, teacher was calling my name several times and i didn't realize myself day dreaming!!!! How embarrassed i was everybody was looking at me. "Diana, you go stand at the back" i push the chair and drag my leg at the back at the class and start talking to the wall, erase the words on the board. During English had a really nice sleep was a powerful one no interruption. That is all for today. Life cycle repeats everyday getting boring. So it's 9 more days to 1st!!!! bye ;')
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