Ah hey i just don't know i kinda like wanna kill myself for treating you like that i thought i was right but then i was wrong. People come and go in life. And im sure i'm one of them too. You know sometimes i just wondered if you will talk or smile to me at school or even better send me a text or give me a call at night like how you used to do when we were close in the past. Words just can't describe how i really regret. You me, bestfriends like how we used to be? Bully each other share the same drink and distract each other when one wants to swallow the drink. When you printed me papers just to apologize to me when you made me angry i still kept the paper you see. It's been months we didn't talk but i'm still waiting for my phone to ring with your name on it. I'm still waiting for your text. I'm still waiting for you to smile at me or start a conversation. Do you  know this feeling that i'm dying waiting for you. Im not being desperate but im guilty i wanna restart everything and cherish our friedship. I gotta talk to him soon. sigh it seems like you dont want to talk to me and you are irritated by me i know a simple explanation and 'sorry' wont help but trust me im gonna change im sincere to be your bestie........... It seems like you dont want huh huh okay :')