Happy 4th months to us. Happy.......... oh happy. I am happy now. You are happy now. But we'd be happier if we are still the old SyaNa. You know, we meet everyday then... *speechless. So yeah today is our 4th months, you realize? Do you even remember our date? No? K. Making a fanfic later, still searching for ideas to come to my brain, shall make a long and sweet one. Getting my school bag tomorrow, was planning not to buy my school shoes, as my old nike shoes are still in a good condition. There's work this sat, til night i think. That money i shall buy my stuffs and best friend's birthday which is coming real soon. This monday will be the last time i'll meet best friend, so i shall use that day to do a lot of memorable things with her. So we planned to take a video of ourself and talk about our friendship, challenge accepted! I'm still not ready for school as, i don't want to suffer for the next 1 year with streaming and all, i gotta pull my socks and really study hard for streaming i'm trying my best not to fail. I hope 2012 won't fucking suck like 2011, i had enough heartbreaks, heartpain, crying and being stress about all the things around me. I should just start to live my life next year and ignore what people say. My aim is to end 2011 being a single lady. BYE
Itu bestfriend i. Menyampah kan tengok muke die :') but whatever it is, who's there to entertain my bullshits? The best shoulder, for me to lay is her shoulder. I have to say it's hard for me to cry when i'm with her, but there's time when things get serious, we'll just sit there and cry unexpectedly. Then calm each other down. People going around saying 'i need a guy best friend, i need a girl best friend' but i'm in that corner like 'hi guys you jelly? I got a best friend whom will neva give up on me' See how much we changed for that 1 year, on that period of 1 year, we did a lot of things together, those jokes, those tears, those laughters. Throughout the changes we made on ourselves, you were there with me, i was there with you, you motivated me to be a better person, you taught me that life isn't always fair, those words that bring up my spirit to do better in life, and now i'm no longer sad over things that i don't deserve to worry about and i automatically turned into a bitch when i meet you, i tend to be so sarcastic towards things you say. I become so childish when i'm out with you the reason is that i can be myself only when i'm with you and at the same time i want you to act silly too. Well actually i want you to be embarassed going out with me........no you're not. Cause i've been tolerating with you stupidness all this while hahahahahahahahahahahaha k. This short friendship, makes me a better person, i know that she can make my happy during the saddest day of my life. But sadly we aren't in the same school, if not we rule the school! Ok no la. So holiday was boring.................uhumz okay ending here! Byebye xoxo