Ha ha. This explains it all. At this point of time, i shouldn't be in a relationship. I have to say, but as a teenager i'm curious on how it feels like to have a boyfriend. Experienced. This is called you know, puppy love? Some like each other just for the looks, body, eyes, and sorts. But a real love looks at the personality and maybe looks too. They'll tend to sacrifice EVERY single thing, just to be with each other. Sometimes the gals will be like "uh-no i won't want to be in a relationship with him, i had enough getting hurt". Getting hurt by someone is just a lesson for you to learn. What if one day, a guy who loves you for who you are came into your life, whom will do anything just for you, as people say miracle happens every day. Tomorrow is a new day. Live your life. Don't find love, let love find you. Doesn't mean they guy you like, doesn't have any feelings for you, that's the end of your life. Allah is making a love story for you, he knows who's the best for you. And sometimes, the person might open his heart just for you, if you don't give up reaching for him. But for me now,  i'm not reaching for anybody, i'm only reaching for food.