Hi my name is Patrick Star ha ha ha how cute is he. Well i got nothing to blog about today, thanks Allah there's work this Sunday but no friend. Work next week also so yeah. Looking at Patrick crying makes me feel sad. I was wrong to give you a second chance and just look i got hurt all over again after so long getting over Farhan. I gave second chance to people but do they deserve it it's really hard for me to trust people all over again or even giving them chances. The reason why i gave him the chance is because i cant deny the fact that i still love, care for him and i was lucky he sounded for it. But i didn't knew it will turn up to be like this, second chances are very rare but was i kind enough to give you? I'm sorry that i keep blogging bout you everyday the reason is i can't bare being sad i just have to express everything out, to my blog. I really hope you're happy now, being single isn't the matter is just imagine, things would turn out better if we didn't give up right? I'm sorry for all my imperfections, imma human i got feelings i know how it feels like to be jealous. But if you accept my imperfections, i'd change for the better for you, for me, or maybe for us. I'm not being a desperate wanting you back i just want you to know that my feelings wont change immediately, but i think i deserve someone better in my life. Thank you for entering my life at least i experience getting hurt, learnt my lesson. Thanks for making me happy for that 1 month 4 days i'm sorry that i couldn't do anything to make our relationship strong. 220911-261011. By the way happy December! Be a nice month to end this year please xoxo ♥