HA guess what? I finally learnt to let go of people like you. Like you never deserve my kindness, my love my everything especially my heart. You know those time when i care less about you, you were the one who just didn't like it and you'll just be sad. But when i start to care too much for you, you start to neglect me like i'm an idiot over here seeking for some attention. It's not funny it's hurtful. Oh maybe you're a guy so you won't understand a female's feeling so it's better for you to just live your life being single than going around hurting girl's feeling. I don't mind being a loner rather than being with someone who gives me high hopes like you. I'm just waiting for someone better, than you whom will take care of my feelings, that will never make me worry, someone who will be there for me through thick and thin will be by my side all the time no matter how sad or happy i am. I just want someone to appreciate my love. I think i think too much about love well actually i was thinking about you, i never blame love for hurting me but i blame you. I was wondering if you do think about me sometimes, cause i don't want to be the fool who keep thinking of our memories, thinking of you, your promises, your lies. I wanna save my tears for someone who worth it, not someone who cheat with my feelings that kind you know. Sometimes, i think back and ask myself why was i so stupid to actually let you enter my life. From us being a stranger-> friends->relationship->strangers->friends->bestfriend->relationship->strangers back. Ha like i know everyone deserves a second chance i trust that, i gave you the last fuckin chance then you misused it by hurting me again. And it's equal to me letting history repeating itself again. Cause i thought you've changed for the better as you grew up. But i was wrong? Very wrong. You were the same as last time mm.  If you were to replace me with some other bitches, i somehow pity them, they should rather think twice before getting hurt HA HA HA IN YO FACE. I'm just talking about some guys out there, i don't even know i was referring to who lol joke DIE :)
So, i've changed my blog's background hehe. I'm meeting Amanina tomorrow, shall have breakfast, then off to Segar to send the money, then shall figure out of where we should go tomorrow. Now she's cleaning her table and not replying my texts isn't it rude?! Nah just kidding i won't be mad towards my best listening ear. Okay i smell food in the kitchen shall update soon Insyaallah. Saranghae!